.deliverance.
Journal Entry: Sun Apr 15, 2007, 7:05 PM
i have developed into a cynical escapist. a depressed paranoid antagonist.
an unhealthy human being.
and for art sake perhaps that is key to creating the works that really move people...
but i unfortunately have been more deep in destructive behavior (while still being straight edge) than productive, constructive expression.
at any rate. i'm challenging myself to find a way out. started self-analysis and self-improvement, both new age and not.
met Amanda Jones, famous modern pet portrait photographer. she was not as kind as i had hoped, a shallow sense of niceness and lack of enthusiasm for aspiring photographers like myself who waited an hour to meet her and discuss her works.......... shame.
failing this semester in school. i cant find any joy in being there, anymore. even with one class that still fascinates me, i am so exhausted and unenthused to be in school in general that my thirst for knowledge has completely escaped me.
i am terrible at communication, being a girlfriend, and creating art worth giving a shit about.
whatever. i have no direction.
but back to that self-improvement........................
- Mood:
Unheard - Listening to: the rain
- Playing: mind games
Devious Comments
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oh and ps:
[link]
poke!
proud member of diegraphische-MM!
i love it and the rest of your more serious shots
just wondering, if or when your guys version of that will be coming out?
stay inspired,
yohanna
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Love - you're not convinced you're worth it so you settle for kinda, or sorta when you crave love but don't know the author
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i like the look of polaroids, they are very cool!
- peter
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Die. Dead yet? Good.
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.put music to our troubles.
.and we'll dance them away.
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UnDerGrounD inK
Help support a starving artist. Buy a print!
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"I'm kicking asses and taking names"
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.put music to our troubles.
.and we'll dance them away.
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.put music to our troubles.
.and we'll dance them away.
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UnDerGrounD inK
Help support a starving artist. Buy a print!
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"I'm kicking asses and taking names"
laters!
I took everything down and started over because I found my work for sale on eBay (it wasn't the first time it had been stolen but it was sort of the straw that broke the camels back). I will be happy to post it again for you, it will just have a watermark on it!
Thanks very much!!
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Everybody has feelings so be kind to one another.
Cheers.
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the difference between stumbling blocks and stepping stones... is how you use them!
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the difference between stumbling blocks and stepping stones... is how you use them!
FEATURED WORDS - TODAY'S FRONT PAGE NEWS
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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comment, because you care.
share your love and not your hate.
love the artist, before yourself.
meditate on this.
Random Deviant
I chose A (option A, see the rules in `liquify's [link] journal)
"well he lit you up
like amber waves in his movie show
he fixed you up real good
till i don't know you anymore
from ballet class to a lap dance
straight to video
and the pool side news
was that he would be
launching you"
I was tagged by rcybergeek [link] with the song "Are we feeling comfortable yet" by Gaurdian Please check out `liquify's [link] journal for the rules if you're confused!
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